tumblr.

so i made a tumblr account!!

marceyms.tumblr.com

[it will probably change in the near future!]

-mms

school.

takes up so much time.

well, i know it is like a full time job, but i am also in the midst of a end-of-teen crisis.

i feel like i have so much to do, but yet i can never think of anything to do.

i want to blog more.

i want to photograph more.

i want to dance more.

i want to work out more.

i want to get into the music industry.

i really have no idea what i want.

i need comfort.

i need hope.

i need sleep.

i need time.

i just need to stop thinking for a while.

weirdthoughts.

on sunday morning, at like 4 a.m., I came home in one of the weirdest moods. I was feeling fine until I pulled up to my dad's house, and the moment I walked in the door things just went downhill from there. I got really annoyed and felt shaky. Since then, I have an idea as to way I started feeling that way, but at the time I was confused because the mood lasted with me even after I woke up Sunday. During the first happenings of it sunday at 4 in the morning, I just started typing, like I normally do when I get super annoyed, without caring what I said. I thought about posting it on here because some of the things I wrote about I feel strongly towards, but I could have said them in a little bit of a different manner than how I did. I am glad I have decided to hold off putting it on here because now I can write it out more professionally and not sound like a drunk rambling on about stupid issues. [which, by the way, I was not drunk, and it is not a stupid issue; it just kinda sounds that way at the moment!]

I will post that at a later time. Right now I want to tell about a fabulous experience I will soon get to have. My high school Student Council sponsor, whom I've known for four years now, asked me yesterday to be the photographer at her sister's wedding in February! I am honored and stoked to get the opportunity to take the pictures at such a meaningful event in a person's life. Granted, I am also extremely nervous; a million thoughts have raced through my mind like what if none of the pictures come out good. I know, thoughts like that are natural, and I just have to learn to face my fears. I was talking to my older sister about it, and she suggested that I practice just taking pictures of people in crowds, and focus on just two subjects.

If you have any advice, I am very willing to here it!

Now, I'm off to classes!

-mms